Whatever happens though, I can't do this again with my eggs. I just can't. DOR blows.
2.16.2011
It's like watching grass grow
No change in my little stubborn follicles--the few I have are still under 10 and just aren't "popping up" like they should be by now. However, lining is thicker so e2 should still be going up. That's the only thing keeping me from being cancelled. I've been stimming for 8 days and I was told today that I will likely be stimming for at least another week. The doc I saw today (the director, but not my doc) said he would give me a 50/50 chance of still making it to retrieval and even then I'd only be going into it with a handful of eggs. If this wasn't our last chance, I would call it quits regardless of what the docs said, but there's nothing to say another month would be any better so we just keep hoping the liquid gold will start working soon. I'm still a little hopeful b/c at least they are ALL small, but it is such a fine thread of hope I'm clinging to that's keeping me from falling into utter despair.
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Hold on to that hope hunny, and know that I will be thinking of you and sending all my best wishes! :) keeping up the good work and stay strong :)
ReplyDeleteHi there--just found your blog...I have DOR at 32 and have had 3 failed IVF and 1 failed FET. We're trying to decide next steps. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss of the triplets. That is devastating. I hope this cycle goes better. You never know. I know a woman that got 3 eggs on her last round of IVF (5th) and got pregnant with her son and then 2.5 years later got pregnant naturally. Hope glorious hope!
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ReplyDeleteI despise DOR!!!! GRR! I'm hoping things start taking a turn for the better! Fingers crossed!
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