Thank you everyone for your kind WTH kind of reactions to the story of e. b, and c. You all are the best for being appalled and hurt. And I appreciate it. A lot. Very few people IRL know how we ended up with triplets so it was nice to tell their story and to such a supportive audience.
The trip back to the house was a roller coaster. The days were mostly full of happiness about moving back and changing the house before we move in. The nights we full of tears about the past and anxiety about the present going so fast. DH didn't understand me completely but I didn't really understand me either. By the time we locked the door the last time before we left the house to our contractor though, I felt very sure that we were doing the right thing by moving back and changing the house. Yay for peace.
I think it's also come time to move on online. I need to stop looking back. Not forget. Just not dwell. The triplets are gone. My wonderful amazing newborn is growing up. Life is truly grand. And it's time for me to leave this blog, parred down to the essential informative posts, to the pages of yesterday and start fresh. I'll let you know the new address should you choose to come on over. I plan to keep my reader in list intact...I mean, I still gotta know how some of your stories end!